Hi iam unknowing ,again. My first question is unfilled.So iam sending 2nd part of my question as 2nd question.

As that boy is only 1 for them they did'nt agree & even did'nt said their answer at face,but stopped 2 contact us.Even that boy did'nt reply to any of my mails.Now iam thinking of those sweet memories & is not able 2 continue my studies.Thinking of all these i got brain prob & have to get surgery on Jun 6th.My exams r from may 16th.Iam not able 2 decide 2 go in which way.Due 2 my medicines iam feeling moody & not feeling 2 study ,but i have 2 study as i applied for exams.if i'll not attend exams my next full yr'll b wasted.After 2/3 yrs if my parents'll get a match by hearing all my paste no good one'll obey for marriage.If for some reason-for money,property etc. someone may obey & marry, i feel i'll not b happy with that type of one in my life.Iam feeling not 2 marry at all bec'z 1st i got married,non-thinkingly & unknowing fully,by signing & again 2nd time i got engaged(been very close) with other.Iam feeling that i've been partner to 2 persons.So what should i Do.